Escape

The rhythm of midnight
I'll indulge as I like to the beat that can't stop, dancing till morning
Casting aside anything and everything
Let these vanishing feelings look into your lying face

Frightened yesterday, I'll just keep dancing now
I want something that I can't see
I can't become irritated and hide
I'll show my pouting face to this one person

Even if I continue struggling, I am bound to your asburd morals like this.
Only time is meaningless, it merely passes by, and nothing changes

The aspirations I had always painted are distant now but throwing away the past can't reset it
The ideals I'm searching for, the attacking reality, the night's anguish still continues

All that the night's light is illuminating is rolled up by the palm of my hand
So that it will ridicule morning. Nobody realizes it

Someday while the wings, which had begun to flap inside my dreams, wander about the darkness,
I'll search for an exit
I can't stop loving you, I can't push away these feelings starting to overflow
If they pile up, my dreams won't come true. The unchanging morning comes again

The encounter which was too late, the separation which was too early,
I don't want them to become anyone's fault
If I have just one wish, please, let me return to that time

I will drop into the night so that I can be guided by the moonlight
Surely I can't escape from the endless game with no goal

My flapping wings from inside my dream that day will one day surely struggle on
To the place I'll look for only me
Can't escape from my life, I'll look for a shining light without the ability to escape
While I'm confused and losing my way, the unchanging morning breaks

My flapping wings from inside my dream that day will one day surely struggle on
To the place I'll look for only me
Can't escape from my life, I'll look for a shining light without the ability to escape
While I'm confused and losing my way, I welcome the new morning <3 awesome ><

Why?

Why cant anyone understand me...
Why cant they just accept the other me...
I am who i am without that other me i wont be myself anymore...
Haiz...I just don't want to lose people who are precious to me...
This bond...i don't want it to break...

anonymous

There is no real truth in this world...
Show me a real goal worth living for...

Red tears...

A city dyed by the sunset sky and your face from the side-
What are you thinking about, what are you looking at, what are you feeling?

For instance, if we can't see our future ahead
Then I'll grip your hand and we'll run endlessly

Recover your smile and dreams and love and joys
It's not too late even now
Because no one will blame you
For the physical things, that only those are the everything here

The time of dusk hurries by, making my heart forget
Like how I cut up a busy flow and turned it into a photo

You told me that you love this place and red tears fell down your cheeks
I had a feeling that we wouldn't ever be able to meet agai

Your tears, lies, sadness, and regrets, everything is a proof of that I was here with you
I vow in my chest
That our parting is the beginning of a memory that only the two of us know
Someday, we'll meet again...

As it is, the whispering voice grows afar
And your shadow is swallowed by the setting sun
Tell me that I didn't spend any time in vain...

Recall your smile, dreams, love, and joys
And they'll echo eternally
Because we can't believe
That the physical things, that only those are the everything here

Truly Beautiful... :')

Ideals

Ideals...
Absolute convictions that transcend reality,
If they truly exists...
The real world is just a crappy game,
The ideal world can only be found within Yourself,
Such was my belief...
But if an ideal can be found within a crappy game,
There may be an ideal route in the real world...
For me to discover!

Memorable day

Haha a truly happy birthday today ^^ im very happy n gratefull to everyone who wished me n remember my birthday today >< A word is indeed worth a thousand gifts ^^
appears I old another age again today :P existance worth of 16 years have juz form There is no way i can chase after time or run as an equal wif it....but if i just follow the flow it all will eventually come to a stop and come to my needing
Just u wait...i be there one day no matter how long it takes!!i will never lose my hopes,wish,belief and everything that is precious to me!!I will walk as an equal with u one day BELIVE IT!! ^^

All In Good Time...

Holding on to this feeling that I cannot yield
Still, I have walked this far
I didn’t seem to advance much
But I can feel the dream carried by the wave of time

Tracing back to the distant memories
when things were not in this way, I feel radiant
I have gone past those days

Over here, now
Where it is not the beginning or the end or anywhere
From here
We will again walk to discover those new dreams

Only wanting to convey my feelings
I tried to link up my “Selfishness” and “Wishes”
Unable to choose
That is why my voice didn’t express those words, and (the words) disappears today

My shallow breathing returns
I said, “Up till now it is great”
There is no reason to give up, in order to go towards hope

Over here, now
Even if it is the end or the start, in a place that is anywhere
From here
We will again walk to discover those new dreams

From here
If the present is full of enjoyable days, it is not here
Many times we walked out
To discover a new dream

From here we will again walk towards
Without seeing anything else, we will meet up in these confusing days
It is only seemed repetitive, but it is different
We will discover a new dream +D

japanese song so meaningful XP