Mask~

Even I myself cant really understand or explain this feeling~.... but...I...just dont understand....why....why is it so confusing...so pain....yet...i could hide it~I dont understand anything anymore~...

dreams~hopes~foolishness..

Is loving truly and thinking for the future stupid??why....am I always abandoned for doing so..i do not understand....am I that of a failure as a boy??~...

Life so far , clean up doubts

Whether is the past or future what matters most is the present :D
Don't let the past or future waver you what matter most is NOW!!
Reality always hurts because they are cruel and life is unfair...
SO WHAT!?deal with it people who accept this fact shall see things ordinary people doesn't Thread your own destiny by making fate play in your favour ;) that is the way to live like a LOU SAI!!! HEll YEAH
Want to get anything done??don't do it yourself but make use of every possibility you can to effectively complete it ;)
For geniuses are not smart after they study , but they are smart before they study
Think it thoroughly and you will realize something missing.
That's how uncompleted we humans are xD

never was...

my heart just cant give me an answer....i guess i really do have nothing from the beginning~then what am i now?i really want to find myself...

october 9th 2007....exactly 5 years ago...on a stormy midnight...the same as the one now....sure brings back memories...haiz...wonder how are you doing now....

where we stand

ho~~October already just like tat time slips away from me once again...
A year seems to fly eh!? :P form 4~so quick...well what to do?!human nature i guess?
We never seems to grasp time all the time and is always chasing behind it...
But no matter how fast we try to catch up,time is always still ahead of us teasing us laughing at us...what to do??
There is always past we want to desperately forget , There is future we want to avoid,
what about the present then?!What are we doing with the present then?
There may have been a reason?or there may not have been one?
There may be times that we seem really unfortunate to others,and times that we may carry a deep wound in our hearts...
But where we are standing today isn't that bad,is it? =)
I am still afraid of it,but i don't feel about it =)

P.S. Oh and yeah!!finally is October fall animes!!is a month feel wif awesome animes ah!!! ^^ DOKI DOKI

ningen :)

Humans don't learn or achieve enlightenment easily.
That's why as humans we will make mistakes.
But that's why we cry,laugh,and fall in love. :P