Twillight

It is tat time!!?this weather...the light wind blowing blowing against my face...the sky illuminating a very dreamy colour blended with light sunlight and darkness....
It is.... Twillight....a very beautiful occurance that happen rarely...during the middle of sunrise or sunset/dawn or dusk....the moment/time interval is very short in between and to see a beautifull one is very rare...but for me...often during these times...i will just in time awaken from my nap when the window covers starts flapping...n then i saw it...the beautiful background and colour of the sky...for some reason they often give me a dreamy effect...times seems to slow down and lengthen where flash back of memories i long forgotten resurface to my heart...It's like I'm stuck in the middle of both reality and dream...although the occurance is normally only around 5 minute...but for me it seems to already go on for days...it have a ever lasting effect...which i cant explain...i normally shed tears withough even realizing it when it is over =)....I always waited for this momment...i live for this momment and in the momment for it =D

Promised day

...Just remember my promise to myself...when the sky started crying in the evening...thankyou for the guidance....time to walk a new path....for better or for the worse...who knows.....a new challenge awaits... :) goodbye...the promised day

Moody...

What a hash nightmare to start today...wat a moody day~whole day also feel so irritated...reali hate it...no mood for anything~

Acknowledgement...

Today...i started doubting my own abilities...I do seriously...wonder...does anyone in this world actually acknowledge me...for who I am? :( the fatefull day...is tomorow haiz...