Goals

Because someone once told me "it's about doing what we love and when we do so money just comes naturally." somehow this phrase have awaken something i left out very long...haha indeed i have forgotten myself sorry for not noticing it earlier >< now i will make that step out to live my dreams i will chase it the chance and everything have been set up for me all the time its just that I'm too blinded by insignificant stuff that i think it is important while ended up hurting myself. Its good to have a goal i guess? even if i end up some place far as long the heart is true i believe we are still connected. It does not matter u made 100 friends all you need is true friends who acknowledge your bad and your good and accept u regardless light cannot exist without shadow vise versa learning to accept is just how it will make things flow thanks for reawakening me and so onwards chase it down hunt it down and make the powers your remember invest in yourself the skill and knowledge learned once it is done it be your forever and u can reproduce it no matter how many times u lost it self development 1st its not about chasing great things its about becoming someone great yourself that will naturally attract greater things to you instead of chasing it so many successfull people have share their secrets but we as typical human wont believe it because we are afraid to change those who are crazy and out of the box are the one who climb out of the crowd and stands above others in the end because they continue to improve themself. they inspire me many times but i think i finally got the message instead of being inspire and idoling them their true message is stop sitting there and do nothing if you know it already stand up and do it yourself. its about growing thanks for everything everyone continue to improve! :D

Eternal Slumber

The wish...The pain...The truth...If i could only close my eyes and fall into a eternal slumber...Somethings will never be appreciated until they are lost..memories lost...affection to insanity you do not know your own limits or powers till your push to your last leg...There are too much stress lately that have been building up inside me..but i continue to smile and move on hiding it...but push to my ends...even i will fall easily...Its really too pain to bear everything alone..why...when I need you you were never there...Am I so insignificant too you?
Loneliness darkness all alone I wish for a eternal slumber.

4 months

And so 2 weeks of holiday have ended and back to college there isn't really anything that have been changed but the thing that have change is that i've become more distant....how did I go through the past 5months? I really very tired le..i could't care less about it anymore cant trust anyone here...very well...they force me..
The only thing I know is there is 4 month left and I have to make it worthwhile time to push tat result. Result is not everything but it is a stepping stone in life to go further...I'll just go by my simple and easy rule from now on too tired too waste anymore time and energy...you respect me I respect you settle don't give me anymore trouble. And so my war begins...haha 2 weeks of craziness they are still the best after all who shape us for who we are are probably our high school life and time that are the truest and purest not bad. From then on we push on...we all know who are the angels and devils around us in the end it all depends on how we balance it. Wishing everyone the best in their journey