One Day...

Every time I look at the sky after the rain.....I think of the crybaby I used to be....I was blindly chasing after someone's back.........Saying "I want to be stronger".......Now faded into the wind that is "thank you"......Am I getting stronger?

Since I haven't got an answer to that.......I'll keep walking forward................So let's go......We will never stop,We Won't lose against the flow of time...........I'll keep getting back up........Because I don't want to lose anything precious to me.....

The voice flowing inside of me.......Always supporting me.......Teasing rain will get in my way.........Because I won't run away..........Just Like a bird flying in the sky..........I'm searching for a tomorrow I can't even see.........If I'm scared while stumbling...........My eyes will never drop at my feet

So let's go.......We will never stop,We Won't lose against the flow of time....Because I'll keep getting back up.........Because I don't want to lose someone precious to me......I will always believe in that future.....

Belive

People tell me my head's in the clouds

I don't care what they say

because I'm dreamin' of you

You are the treasure I've found

So bright, so bold, yet so elusive

It's hard to look away, even though it's blinding me

There are no words to describe how I feel inside

I'm really really stuck on you whoa, whoa!

I have to follow my dreams however crazy they seem

And I won't stop 'til I get there, you will see

You're all I need to have the strength to believe

Believe in The Future!

I'm gonna' follow my dreams, however crazy they seem

I'm gonna' share them with you, a love so true

You're all I want, together we can move on

Live how we want to!

There is no limit to us, we have the power of love

And we don't wanna' live ordinary lives

We have the chance to live in paradise

Believe in The Present!

onwards....

almost 2weeks of very memorable events have pass....why am i still so weak??.....everything by looks.....externally im alright.....but i know....my internal is a total wreck and mess up.....how long will it take for me to recover??....the recent....sudden stabs of heart pain....just doesnt stop......why??....it hurts....for tat few momment and then bak to normal.....why why??......haiz.....how long more do i have to suffer this pain...my uclear isnt getting any better.....my mouth is still as horrible as it is......how long do i have to rest....or is this the sign??.....is it almost time??.......unanswer question...all still stuck in my head....life....time....world......wat is the meaning of life??.....why is time moving faster n faster each day.......why is the world....facing more n more problems??....is this the revenge of the mother nature for wat man kind have done??......i feel more dissaters...will soon come.....this is definately very bad.......worse of all....i fear...our ekonomi...will fall even worse...sooner or later........i hope my dad....will be alright.....

Its finaly have ended XD

Today...officially ended le PMR for all form 3 our hardwork for 3years have all been throw to this 2weeks of exam n now its over^^time to get our time off n kickbak at the couch n cheelax lol XD(although I yesterday ady finish le la mwahahaha)ok now well...everyone time to relax n happy ba!!!...n friday go up genting le O.o so fast XP....well appears today finish le u very happy which is a good thing >< see u so happy then I also relive le ;) ....but dam funny u...1st thing finish exam wan de thing is food say very hungry haha lol XD....well for now let us all form 3 student play n relax till DEC 24 ba XD

a stupid dissagrement.....

today....when going out for lunch tat time.......only got me n my dad together eat lunch.....i dont know wat is wrong wif my dad....dont know wat he angry abt...then he bla bla bla bla...~~
then talk until ah...i am his investment ah...next time old is me take care of him de ah.....i answer bak "yala i know...but u ownself dont have cash flow meh?build from now la...not too late also...then he angryly answer bak...."i ownself know how to work no nid u teach me~~....then he say...u know ah....son....eduction is a lifetime invesetment...u must study n study more ah......not after exam then can relax......i answer in a very disagreeing way......kwonledge is only a lifetime investment...n..financial eduction is only solid!!...in our hectic world n generation now..no money no life!!....the old saying n way wont work de!!..keep tat thinking of "study hard,get good grade,get a good secure job"wont work!!u end up in the rat race in financial secruity ah!!.....my dad scolded bak:i know wat is best for u de...so u must listen to me.....n then go on blabering...abt studies..,universities..n balblabla...cause his studies last time very good de...haiz...~~he wont understand de la....then food come le...good lord.....i was preety mad at the moment...then accidentaly bit my lip..very pain...darn it...bleeding....then...ouch...drip into the soup....then...a crazy idea went into my brain...XP so I just stir the soup the blood mix wif the curry mee...then I eat lo....wow...today the curry mee extra tasty wif a little twist,which is my blood haha^^maybe I should try to do tat again next time hehe XP....then I forget abt the argument le...so i avoided from continue fighting wif dad le....wat a stupid fight....later when I think bak....n a new recipe haha

PMR....almost wan finish le...haiz...

today...all exams..finish dao 7788 le.....only left..monday...whr all pll quite relax d except me....maths n KH...tuesday is for got take chinese de pll....

1st day BM:....BM 1...reali feel..horible..then at night check answer d only correct 18....i feel damn terrible....n BM 2.....i hope the marker...can see through my artistic wrtting i ady put my best le...for tat....haiz~~

2nd day wednesday:today take geo n BI.......BI 1...ok ba..if the answers given no prb..i wrong 1 only....police taken my 1 mark lol~~....paper 2...same ba artistic writtin.....but story...i guess i write a little too much le...just like for novel...too much le....~geo....for me...not easy not hard.......but got answer wrong 18...~~haiz....will i get B or A like tat.....dam...dissapointing....

3rd day today:SC n SEJ.....haiz...SC 1 check le...wrong 9....watthe....~~haiz....SC 2....not very confident...but hope still can get A ba.....haiz.......then sej....not very hard or easy...check le....wrong 16!!!...feel even worse.....stuck in even more middle...damn damn disapointed......

now present:....using noob desktop to on9...n try to relax my mind...n brain....cause mom n sis go bangkok le....so can on..the desktop......so....now have 3 days..to rush my maths...i reali hope can push it up to at least B....n KH if can correct 35 then ok le ba...~~....somehow feel this few days....inside the heart n mind...feel so confused n stressout...but my physical appearance just doesnt show it out at all...when in school....in fact the complete opposite from the inside....i reali dont know how...is my mind even working properly....haiz....well...i hope..u will get well very soon....n u can do it de...straight As ah><....hehe.......well well........just very miss u n envy u now.......i hope my brain n heart..will function properly...soon again...haiz...goodluck too all candidates....only 1 more day or 2 more days for some.......goodluck....