The ending

A lot have happen over the past few weeks and days...All this events and happening have keep my heart on a rocky sea full of uncertainties...Appears what i treasure most are slowly drifting away distant itself...I reach out to try to catch them swimming my hardest in this sea...but the current kept pushing me back..and i got further...Then i start to doubt myself...is everything that we've been through are just illusions?I do not know....but slowly...certainly..I'm reaching my limits...I do not know how much longer can I stand...but i will continue to drill on this path....But i know the end is near...it wont be far i must stay strong...till the end...please...let me hold on till everything is over...please tell me everything is real and not a illusion...i don't want to find out everything i hold treasure and important to me for so long are all just a illusion....show me the light....

sleepless night@@

i lie on the bed for almost 4 hours ++ and i still cant fall asleep~~god why cant you just let me sleep plss :( and now its 2 30 am d== around 5 hours n half i shall take spm >< may the luck be wif me now~try to slp again orelse i be lying on bed unable to sleep again @@