worry too much??

Recently there seems to be so much problems~ especially my friends is not my problem but its like i still try to solve it==worrying too much~Ah why in this mortal world there is so many humanly troubles??because we're humans?? You dont say?? == Sometimes I really wish if I meet a dead reaper i will gladly sacrifice myself to bless everyone around me~and begone from existence ><. Tat's cause i dont believe in unrequited gains everything have its own price nothing is free tat's my concept what comes around goes around this loop   is obey by all how boring life is~~

Cannot find...

Find the strength to forget you...Cannot find.


Find the way to detain you...Cannot find.


Find someone to replace you...Cannot find. 


Find the one to be like you...Cannot find.

Everything..

So in the end my name is lai I get blame for the most stupidest things that ever existed~How stupid was i to even believe it is different they are all the same.Its all shattered broken i dont give a damn about it any more screw all i walk my own way from now on.when your ready i am more than welcome but tat's all Baka baka baka why i even believe...There is no such thing as truth in reality all i feel now is the anger to myself for being so dumb...even i am a human i got limits im way pass that now i cant control this emotion anymore...tsk...dumbness everything is a lie...I wan to end it quick and swift...plss..let it end...i beg of myself...