never was...

my heart just cant give me an answer....i guess i really do have nothing from the beginning~then what am i now?i really want to find myself...

october 9th 2007....exactly 5 years ago...on a stormy midnight...the same as the one now....sure brings back memories...haiz...wonder how are you doing now....

where we stand

ho~~October already just like tat time slips away from me once again...
A year seems to fly eh!? :P form 4~so quick...well what to do?!human nature i guess?
We never seems to grasp time all the time and is always chasing behind it...
But no matter how fast we try to catch up,time is always still ahead of us teasing us laughing at us...what to do??
There is always past we want to desperately forget , There is future we want to avoid,
what about the present then?!What are we doing with the present then?
There may have been a reason?or there may not have been one?
There may be times that we seem really unfortunate to others,and times that we may carry a deep wound in our hearts...
But where we are standing today isn't that bad,is it? =)
I am still afraid of it,but i don't feel about it =)

P.S. Oh and yeah!!finally is October fall animes!!is a month feel wif awesome animes ah!!! ^^ DOKI DOKI