Someone once told me "You have to loss everything in order to gain anything" this is a quote i remember and always bear in mind....but then...for me i do not want to lose everything i have now :) As the remaining time i have with everyone is short...I feel more and more precious this moment have become T~T....
I will make it true 1 way or another to gain anything without losing ANYTHING!!Everything I wish and hope for the best and happiest ending I will make it possible! xD
Saturday, December 15, 2012
Sunday, December 9, 2012
The road ahead...
Today i spend my whole day out since 11....today i know there are some of my friend who went to education fairs...But for me that's another story~My dad have arrange a meeting for lunch with one of his old boys friend 10 years senior a retired old man but still very healthy >< he work as an lecturer last time then work as a education counselor for many years but now he have retired My dad arrange this for me so I can talk with that uncle to prepare for what is coming for me and the choices ahead.After i told him of my views and my dreams and what i wanna do, that uncle say is good I'm ambitious and knows what i what...but he told me there is 1 very big mistake i haven done enough research on where to start help college dont offer what really I need for my future~since every college counselors are only marketing for them self they only let you hear what they want to let you hear so you cant really have a clear idea of what you truly want but since this uncle is a retire he is direct and straight to the point....after for almost 2 hours + he have give me a clear idea and what path to take so the course that suits me most will be Pre-U program SAM (south Australian matriculation) which is only available at taylors or inti but he suggest taylor's....So in this 1 month he will try arrange a crash tuition on accounting and add maths for me I must stable this 2 subject or i struggle alot soon~~After this we bid our farewell...then my dad say come lets visit taylors campus to have a look...I was like har for what?I tough u say nx sat education fair baru we decide how?he insists we go have a look....
wow...lucky us today is taylor open day ngam ngam so we went to the hall and inquire about that sam and their business programs...indeed the counselor thr are train and program to only market their own program therefore if You're not sure of what you want u can easily be sway by their words and take on paths that dont suit you for example that uncle just now his son....at 1st he study law then cause of unsure what he want somehow change to architecture he done well but towards the last year he lost interest then ended up in journalism....That is how much money that have been lost though to a teenager being sway by sweet words and not listening to elders advise...Since its their open day and their last day there is a rm 500 waver fee reduction tuition fees if register today~so after much discussing and talking with parents we agree and decided to sign up for sam....Unexpectedly I met jun ming here today wow what a small world seems like he is taking taylors diploma in business well i think he is taking local program?I talked to him awhile and told him what I was taking...we say our goodbyes then i went out....only to bump into jun ming again after awhile and he told me he have switch and is taking taylors foundation in business...I hope he is sure of what he wants from the talk with the their business counselor just now I can see that she is too focus in marketing their own program instead of caring what the students needs~Since Im going for january intake...my course starts on 15/1/2013....After it start my life gonna be hectic and rush the subjects i taking for this program are maths,accounting,economics,psychology,English second language...marks are based on 70% course works and 30% final exam and I need to get a ATRC of 93% wow...that's like a getting the top 300+ in an internationally recognize program T~T.....then after this...since from the people i know and from their experience Twinning programs really ain't worth it racism is everywhere....if u wanna futher study oversea do all years there get a PR then u can work with not much problem...if u go like study ur last year oversea to get thier certificate is impossible to get a job oversea due to racism....then U come back to local to work...u found out how much money you just throw into the sea....After this program...I might further my studies to Australia for my degree3-4 years then get a pr...Looking back at the prom night juz 2 days back...and the future that is about to come that have been force into my brain today....I really miss all of my friends now....I miss my secondary life....I dont want to lose it all....but its about time our paths differ....This left back time...is so short...Even if i cant be together with everyone i work hard in my own way and maybe in 10-20 years time if i can become a successful entrepreneur I will definitely come back and build everyone dream job for them to work,good for them good for me :) That dream I will definitely realize it....just you wait!!
wow...lucky us today is taylor open day ngam ngam so we went to the hall and inquire about that sam and their business programs...indeed the counselor thr are train and program to only market their own program therefore if You're not sure of what you want u can easily be sway by their words and take on paths that dont suit you for example that uncle just now his son....at 1st he study law then cause of unsure what he want somehow change to architecture he done well but towards the last year he lost interest then ended up in journalism....That is how much money that have been lost though to a teenager being sway by sweet words and not listening to elders advise...Since its their open day and their last day there is a rm 500 waver fee reduction tuition fees if register today~so after much discussing and talking with parents we agree and decided to sign up for sam....Unexpectedly I met jun ming here today wow what a small world seems like he is taking taylors diploma in business well i think he is taking local program?I talked to him awhile and told him what I was taking...we say our goodbyes then i went out....only to bump into jun ming again after awhile and he told me he have switch and is taking taylors foundation in business...I hope he is sure of what he wants from the talk with the their business counselor just now I can see that she is too focus in marketing their own program instead of caring what the students needs~Since Im going for january intake...my course starts on 15/1/2013....After it start my life gonna be hectic and rush the subjects i taking for this program are maths,accounting,economics,psychology,English second language...marks are based on 70% course works and 30% final exam and I need to get a ATRC of 93% wow...that's like a getting the top 300+ in an internationally recognize program T~T.....then after this...since from the people i know and from their experience Twinning programs really ain't worth it racism is everywhere....if u wanna futher study oversea do all years there get a PR then u can work with not much problem...if u go like study ur last year oversea to get thier certificate is impossible to get a job oversea due to racism....then U come back to local to work...u found out how much money you just throw into the sea....After this program...I might further my studies to Australia for my degree3-4 years then get a pr...Looking back at the prom night juz 2 days back...and the future that is about to come that have been force into my brain today....I really miss all of my friends now....I miss my secondary life....I dont want to lose it all....but its about time our paths differ....This left back time...is so short...Even if i cant be together with everyone i work hard in my own way and maybe in 10-20 years time if i can become a successful entrepreneur I will definitely come back and build everyone dream job for them to work,good for them good for me :) That dream I will definitely realize it....just you wait!!
Friday, December 7, 2012
Final day as a secondary student T~T
Finally prom night is over an event that we rushed for in a month ><
So much have happen but at last it still succeeded I feel so happy xD now i could finally relax there is so much people that i wanted to thank for helping make this dream real but Im just too tired now
after i recover from this worn out state i promise i will write my gan yen xD wait me!!
Now my secondary school life have truly ended its a memory that i shall treasure and keep forever truly grate full to everyone of my friends for giving this beautiful memory >< I really dun wan graduate now T~T
So much have happen but at last it still succeeded I feel so happy xD now i could finally relax there is so much people that i wanted to thank for helping make this dream real but Im just too tired now
after i recover from this worn out state i promise i will write my gan yen xD wait me!!
Now my secondary school life have truly ended its a memory that i shall treasure and keep forever truly grate full to everyone of my friends for giving this beautiful memory >< I really dun wan graduate now T~T
Monday, December 3, 2012
lost
Its gonna end....hold it...ren......I dont know how much longer i can take it....I dont want to suffer....it hurts....mentally killing me inside....slowly showing on the physicals.....I dont know what am i becoming.....Please...juz let me be in peace....I wan to master my lk....bonds friendships how true and how far is it extent?....During your times of troubles you will be able to see who is ur true friend and who is the devil....I see it all already....but why do i still believe?....Stress is the number 1 silent killer....Im lost....Who can show me the path?I need someone...I cant stand this loneliness anymore...I need someone to support me..for now....I dont know if i even zhi can in my sleep...i have enough and nice sleep recently...but...i always wake up wif full of tears...and even some scars or red at my hand or leg....did i do this to myself?I dont know....I scare Im developing another personality or slowly going insane....Help me...anyone...
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