exist?perish?

Is there any meaning for my existence?...something jolted my mind...and this question haunts me....blank..hallow....why...why...this feeling...uselessness....yeah...perish.

Hold on believe

Although my whole time nowadays aren't bright and happy but there is still good times...but in this up's and down's of live..this is one of the dark years where i endure the down's...frankly speaking...I don't really like it....but I cant do anything about it...this is discrimination...but..i continue to tell myself..u see the up soon u see it soon...i keep on holding on to this believe...soon...lucky i still have my beloved friends from high school....my dearest people whom i treasure