sorrowful darkness and sadness

yesterday night onli kenna lecture for 2 hours so damn ............................... this morning wake up eye red and like bengkak pain like hell lucky today mom and grandma go to hong kong orelse another day of lecture sien la this is the worse of all mid year result and lecture i got so far futhermore from today onwards onli can play computer on friday,saturday and sunday wat a totured damn it argh wat should i do