2nd day of war.....failure....haiz

haiz.....today is 2nd day of competion and so far i play le never been pair to challenge juniors like me all also come zon competion many years le all senior haiz so geng so.......i have lost 3 round now thr i no chance to get top 6 and join state team man.....i am a failure...worse is.....b4 going home me and fathi walk the back road to hall tat time the drain slippery and small space we walk together.....then i accidently slip and poka!!.....now got 1 leg is bengkak and another wan got cut...haiz so losusy la i