onwards....

almost 2weeks of very memorable events have pass....why am i still so weak??.....everything by looks.....externally im alright.....but i know....my internal is a total wreck and mess up.....how long will it take for me to recover??....the recent....sudden stabs of heart pain....just doesnt stop......why??....it hurts....for tat few momment and then bak to normal.....why why??......haiz.....how long more do i have to suffer this pain...my uclear isnt getting any better.....my mouth is still as horrible as it is......how long do i have to rest....or is this the sign??.....is it almost time??.......unanswer question...all still stuck in my head....life....time....world......wat is the meaning of life??.....why is time moving faster n faster each day.......why is the world....facing more n more problems??....is this the revenge of the mother nature for wat man kind have done??......i feel more dissaters...will soon come.....this is definately very bad.......worse of all....i fear...our ekonomi...will fall even worse...sooner or later........i hope my dad....will be alright.....