Guilt

July 4 July 5 July 6 and July 7...so much have happen that even my mind have a hard time accepting it...good times bad times shock times depressed times disappointment times and guilt times....all these mixes emotion...the more you know the more u lost...On this day..i have lost faith in humanity...in my selves...The one thing I am most clear is now...The guilt i feel...as I know something was wrong...and dare not take action....this guilt...why dint was i so shaken up...is it because i want to save my own skin or my friends or the person at danger...maybe none or all?...I dunno...but this guilt...I do not know how to put it into words now...i'll try to continue tmr...o haha i mean today...

and this quote comes to my mind..." You either die a hero , or live long enough to see yourself become the villain."