counciouns....

night ady....im trying to hold on to my counciounsness for as long as possible....fainted 2 time today....1st at morning...tat is almost...faint...whew......2nd...afternoon...i endure till my limit...to talk to u....then rush into room...wham...blank le out of counciouns for 1 and the half hour......my head have been hurting the whole day....haiz...should not be so emotional...forget it will trigger it....~now my dam ucleur is hurting like hell...start to cant speak properly le....dint even eat dinner today...no selera for makan...n to Pain!..pain dao.......today...dec 1....time flies so fast....new year in another 30 days...wow......dec 1...2010...a day..tat i will rmb for quite some time.........my heart is hurt badly...still feel sad when i think abt it....i reali hope u can find it bak............for a broken heart is not easy to fix....i dont wan to lose u...plss come bak to me soon.....haiz.. T_T....worse day in my life...