Lie...

Haiz...who am I kidding...ever since tat day...i am just living in a self made illusionary world tat keep telling myself everything was ok n perfect :)..when everything for me was not ok...but I still enjoy seeing everyone happy......but all I can do now is keep living in this world always lying to myself~...i reali need you...i miss you...but wat to do??only can just keep lying to myself....